Where the Fuck Have I Been

good question! so essentially for a couple of months ive been focusing on spanish study and stopped development off of this site for a couple months. so that was going all nice and good but then i was literally thrusted a job by my parents so now im doing that (and not spanish practise as now im overwhelmed and dont have much time or energy for it right now). so in the meantime ive been tryna work on this as i Really want to finish the new index page this year and put all the cool shit i want on it

like im pretty sure people gravitate to makin sites like this cuz people are Shit tired of usin social media, so people reactionally gravitate to the times of yore: forums, homepages, etc. its a lot of hard work tho, and its thankless cuz you have to do that on top of existing work and life shit

like i love this site and it took a lot of hard work and hours lookin at documentation to get things right and theres Still plenty to do that i havent even done yet

so ill be tryna to work on this website more because theres not much places where i can actually be myself around. tumblr has too many bad memories tied to it, i kinda feel overwhelmed from furaffinity, and if i even made a bluesky (which i wont) id probs be banned lmao. this whole shit is stupid. maybe one day ill self host my own site so i can use php for fun shit. but god is php such fuckin arcane bullshit

so ive kinda been all over the place now since my whole schedule is chaos now which does not go well with my autism which craves for consistency. but i aint going nowhere as long as neocities exists

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also ive been thinkin of makin a guestbook cuz i know neocities has the whole comments thing but i think a guestbook would be cool. ill see later on when i finish the index page and shit (which will be soon) ill add it

see you all when im done